Eyes
November 26, 2019
Written by Katarzyna Jezak
eyes part i
“I have eyes and there are eyes everywhere”
~Storm for the Living and the Dead, Charles Bukowski
tell me where to hide then
tell me where to crawl all silent
when the violet light is flitting on the walls
when the dawn is teasing, licking the streets
in pale streamers, before gushing its warmth
on the whole.
and i think that i couldn’t even hide,
if there were never any light at all.
and i think that i couldn’t even hide,
if i held my eyes shut against it all.
and if everybody in the whole world
had the palms of their hands glued
and brought their hands up to their faces
and suddenly couldn’t move
and fell to their knees
and couldn’t see,
nor feel with their palms neither
and if all their eyes were trapped,
or hanging bloody from their sockets,
they’d be cast straight to hell
but there’d still be no shortage.
i know because they watch me from the street,
scrawled eye graffiti onto walls,
or watching from a ring, or bracelet
boasting a whole bouquet of eyes.
i can’t sin with them on me
medusa eyes that turn to stone
freeze me as I raise my hand
like madonnas on street corners in Rome.
eyes part ii
“And I have known the eyes already, known them all—
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?”
~The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock, T.S. Eliot
And I have known the eyes already, known them all—
The eyes that pop out blue and brown and grey,
Evil eyes on soda bottles, or perched upon a ring
Watching if you’re faithful to the vows you made last spring.